A Letter for My Beloved "D"

Dear my beloved D

I am writing you this, because tremendously miss you. in a week i was haved some nightmare and also a bad feel about you. and for some reason too, i think our conversation in few days not significant as we do before. i don't know what happens with us, or cause we're in busy each other. so don't have a lot of time to talking with you. i worried about you D, i worried something happen with you in the road. i always worried if you told me that you ride your motorcycle until 130kmph.my heartbeat just stopped at the time. please dont make me worried, panic, etc. i just wanted you stay calm over there. 


i was stunned for a while, when i read your song playlist in your social media, those song "Stay" have a deep meaning for us, specially for me, cause you always tell to me "don't leave me anymore, even only a few time. 


i will finish my job in here soon darl. in a few month later, i'll be in your place, to be laugh together, to hugs each other, to smile and scream again together, to buy ice cream together, to hold and weeps your tears.  one of my promise is about to fulfill your day with my smile and me beside you. i'll do that what you want and keep closer to you. i'll focus on my study until for the next 3 or 4 years later, so that means i'll not going a far away again from you. i knew that you hated situation LDR relationship like this. its been nearly 4 years we've been together, but not more one & half year that we really together, 3 times we're spent "LDR". and i knew you get bored and dont want LDR happens again in our whole life. just to be together for a long time and not through webcam or chat anymore.

your wise saying will always linger in my head, i try to keep it all

thank for your song, even you aren't told me that this song dedicated for me. 

when i look up at the stars tonight

hoping you're doing  the same

and somehow i feel closer

and i can hear your words